i should be stressed out
It’s been weeks since my last post. I’m not sure why I haven’t been posting. I keep composing little posts in my head, then not getting online to post. I’m probably only posting right now because I have a 1pm deadline to gather and transcribe some data, and I can’t get myself started.
Things have felt crazy since Thanksgiving. We got back from The Little Red Haired Girl’s parents’ place in the evening after an 8 hour drive on Sunday evening, and regular life just started up right away. No chance to recuperate from vacation. We managed to get unpacked and laundered right away, but the house is still a shithole from our bringing home all kinds of things (mostly holiday presents) from Virginia.
Suddenly now it’s the last week of classes, and I’m facing 2 exams and a poster presentation all due or happening on Monday. I should be freaking out. Somehow I’m not. I have been compulsively creating schedules and lists for myself for a few days now, and I’m chipping away at some of the things that I have to do. For some reason none of my major end of semester tasks seem like unsurmountable hurdles this time around. Either I’m getting a little better at this, or I am seriously deluding myself and am in for some sort of hysterical breakdown soon.